Today I felt like a real person. Why? Because my phone rang hella times. I'm meeting people, making contacts, making friends. Usually I feel like I'm walking into walls...because I am. I don't think that I've really overcome that entirely yet, but after 3 months I'm seeing some growth. Slow, but growth just the same.
...Right now the weather is taking a turn...in a period of a couple minutes, the sky can turn black, the thunder starts clapping and then it DUMPS rain. In 30 minutes the streets can be full up to mid-shin. This kind of reflects my life here. One minute it's sunny and I feel like a real person, then completely unexpectedly, reality comes in a big dramatic dump and I realize I'm still not in my element.
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